I'm dreaming a strong dream. Paralysis touches my senses. I see less and less. I can't explain this in words, thinking about things extraordinary. I'm wondering about beauty and cruelty this world. Every thing is miracle, something magical. Only need to more look. Everything happens only once, shame to miss it. It's my time and I'm gonna use it the best. Time will come for rest.
Sometimes we say, that we would like to accelerate time. It makes me question, for what? Time flies fast. This accelerator is useless. Excists from beginning, It's no use to double it.
I really feel like for something new. For new memories and meet new people. Currently nothing happends, I'm convicted temporarily for monotony. However I'm waiting with impatience. I think that it's rewarded good moments. Something for something :)
I direct distance incessantly. It's just rescue for myself. Usually I feel with it good. However sometimes in our way bad and weird. I hope that it's concern only this place. Somewhere probably I'll spread my wings without boundaries. Anyway I can't wait this time. After what I see and my experiences I don't have desire for more. Everything here discourage me, I doing good look to bad game. I won't tell anybody about it. I can't afford for complete sincerity and clearness. All I to ache for it's escape and start over again. It's all.
Holidays has started and I studying of one's own accord. I have at least proof that I care. I'm happy for this motivation. I know that it'll be useful in the future. Most important that I get over with the first step. Now over the hump. It's also step to a dream come true. In july work at nice city with nice company, so another step to purpose. For the time being, everything works with plans!
I realized that I don't practise sport for month already. I'm not glad for it. On monday it's necessary to get some form serve to camp. I'll leave for week. Ten days karate camp, so three trainings for day and good fun. I won't rest, but nevermind. It's about for great memories. Unfortunately I have concerns to this. Always was amazing, but since the last time much things has changed. However I'm towards positive thoughts and I believe that will be great. Then I'll leave ath the lake with my bro and his chick :D After return work and in august GERMANY!!! I hope that I'll meet new great people there :)
I created my blog in english, because too much people from other countries reach here. I forestalling that I don't know english perfect, so I'll can make some mistakes. I'll be try translate my every notes but I don't promise. So here we go! :)
